had a dreamy tranquil life
Sleepy happy graceful nights used to love me all my life and rejoiced
In being wonderfully alive used to love everything I did
Never for once did i regret
My walk through lanes of life was steady strides
Full of joy laughs all dreams
Serene Thoughts I had piece with me
Myself I loved and…and then I loved her… I just fell… and loved her
Yes she came full into my life
I told me love was not for me,no… no more for your bones getting old and cold
Never ready for aches and breaks and… tremulance
I had never known for I liked simply my life free and no
Worries restraints, where then she came even bad dreams
Things I never known before
You said you will fill my life to brim with joy I never known
I rejoiced for a while at everything yes,
I lived everything I saw and ready to break the peace I always known
For I loved again i cried yes,aloud i loved again, yes I broke my oath again and again… ……………………….
Stirred every wave in my being, I was not ready for
Is love always torment, or it’s only you, the more I come to you
You come to me, shaking all grounds under my feet, why me
You say you loved me you died for me and I felt it???death only for me
So why I feel tormented… all the while
You sit by me and I dream of that lovely face but oh soul you always
Told get away for fire knows nothing but to burn and mess with your peace
I say I want to feel it one more time, even if to my demise then i go, I know
She offered me a lot but I saw nothing but wild fire coming !!!
I like to get warmth but you sound like you also… made an oath to break every part… of me
Is love really so cruel, as I never known
Oh the fool I am I told myself again and again stay away, stay away
But you will never leave me be for you said, come here, I told you, she said I loved you
Silly what more my youth I gave, I want it back
What? You do not want to die,but i am your death
To be continued…
Ibsen the dramatist once came to land of Arabia, he was enchanted at the charm he saw ,he loved a young lass, she lured me ,she danced ,he saw the beauty and was happy ,but all suddenly she came to laugh at him ,you fool she said ,you old you thought you dreamed and kept laughing, so he just gathered his clothes and walked away, from the deep snow then to the Sahara then back again to the freezing cold, he walked wisely away ,laughing,thinking i was a joke…