ALWAYS LOOKED FOR A MEANING..

in yonder days ,i used to say life is so complicated ,and a great disarray
nothing adds up to the other no connection whatsoever,and i wondered how it could all be gathered
for how could you live and stand a state where nothing makes a sense,and all links interrupted
i thought a lot about it ,my mind nearly gone astray ,i was only a teen ,and tender at nerves
i wondered a lot why we were tossed together like that ,no bound to the other whatsoever
i thought and thought about it.i read some books just to find a meaning to all this,life
there has to be a connection through it all ,and one has to be known and bound to others
so i looked and looked ,and further dived into what others had to say..and first i was lost in what
all told me ,some talked about love ,all kinds ,serene ,tabooed ,and exagerated ,and infamous
others talked about abstract sex and how it sharpened the senses to show us more in focus
and see greater vision ,i could go forever telling what they had to offer as answer to all the chaos
one answer ,only one could be in a million,i found in poetry ,i found few people i felt great bond
through their words,they had a meaning at last ,i found some meaning around here ,and why i am here
beauty to excess i found it imbibed me and sucked me into it..for once i was not lost ,
in some reading i was sunk and funny i never wanted to come out,even if i drowned
its the common beauty some will tell of and mix in my mind ,i found i belonged to these people ,at last i was not alone
at last i found company,lovely company ,and never alone and sick to death like i was always..could be the answer

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